Hon,
What can I say except that I love you. I miss you. I want you. All day I sat here and thought of you. I wanted to smell you wearing cologne. I wanted to bury my nose in that wonderful curve of your neck. I wanted to caress your face and look at your beautiful eyes. I wanted to feel you hug me tight, to feel your warmth; to feel cozy snuggled up with you.
I wanted to be the perfect wife this evening. Laundry all finished, house clean, dinner hot and ready to serve on a nicely set table. As I rocked our baby to sleep, I thought how wonderful that she went to bed so early, I could spend the time with you. The one thing I didn't do was tell you that I wanted you. I should've. I couldn't.
As much as I long for you, I wanted it to be your idea to make love. I didn't want to keep you up if you were tired, didn't want to change your other plans. I see now that there was no way you would've initiated. All because of me