“I was worried because the doctor told me that if I arrived at the hospital in pain to give birth and there were no vacancies, I’d have to go out looking for vacancies in other hospitals. This made me very worried and desperate because I couldn’t have my baby in just any maternity hospital. I could only have it in a high-risk maternity hospital. I had many crises during pregnancy. I had many complications, such as swelling. Because of low hemoglobin, I needed to take a blood transfusion in HEMOBA before delivery. As for the feelings I guess I was not even thinking about them. It was very painful, too much pain. I hardly could wait for it all to end. Well, joy, I felt no joy, no, but I also felt no sorrow [...] It was in the hands of God because He could do everything. I dunno, I was pregnant, I kept thinking I had to work to support my baby. I thought I had to look after him. I dunno, I thought about dying.” (CSD 2)