I had my training day for my new jobtoday I think I did well but I'm still very nervous that whether I get position or not I can't imagine how you would have felt when you went to apply for the job you had I have never felt like this before I guess I know now I am nervous because it means so much to me whether or not I actually get the position I really want and how that will positively will impact the next steps in my life. Positive career moves and I will eventually earn more money amen not have to stress about my work and money and my house and will be able to travel freely to be able to see you which I have wanted to do for such a long time now
I want for us to talk more deeply and emotionally when we talk for so long we have only spoken about day to day things and not deep and meaningful things so se haven't been able to really express ourselves thoughtfully which is what I really think we need to be able to maintain a solid relationship with each other