I dont know what I'm going thru right now but I feel so lonely and empty, I just woke up sorry. I'll try to explain what I feel, even though you see me smiling, laughing or saying jokes at the same time it doesn't mean that im happy or something. I can say there's wrong with how I feel i told my best friend vince about this matter, to be honest i just want to disappear now and i dont know what will gonna make me happy. Im so sorry if you're getting involved na to my own problems.