Dreams he thought as he sat up on his bed, rubbing his eyes. Just as usual he was wide awake by the pain. The time was once again 3 a.m and his roommate was once again cutely sleeping on the bed next to him. His quiet snoring made Jongin smile for a second, then again, a wave of pain hit him.
With one hand, he covered his mouth - stopping himself from screaming away his pain, and the other hand was squeezing his blanket, as hard as possible. When the pain softened for a while, a tear ran down his cheek, then another one and another and then many more until he wasn’t quietly sobbing in his hands.