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1:06wouldn't publisher peaceable US silly I many
1:12what we're not that I miss any koko ni 111 a bit I let me know so little saddam
1:18why does he deny me out when Wilson in
1:20by that he was happy missed in the vicinity he had a meeting
1:24allotment I mean home let me let you know I'm a No
1:27what I mean a slight heart but also pick up but also the subprime enough but I
1:31mean
1:32from about us I like my polite way to cut up
1:36I'm really I honored and also kind of weirded out that you guys waited this
1:41long
1:42handwritten letter when is that cool headed for waiting I
1:45if I sound a little out of it partly because I am help but AB
1:49eight hours a lecture straight up on the left when Angelo card I'm here to I
1:54share some very brief
1:55thoughts with you about an important matter something that doesn't come under
2:00much discussion
2:01nowadays but it Nick it needs our attention
2:04it certainly needs our attention charla the thing i wanna talk to you about
2:09is a culture among young Muslims
2:13who go on a certain religious journey especially in Western society
2:17a lot of times awesome youth a live a life for
2:21up let's just say partying okay
2:24and then they haven't happened he sometime in life and they turned towards
2:28the religion a lot of youth brothers and sisters have this change of heart
2:32sometime in their life and they become more serious gradually about the
2:36religion
2:37but then what happens is when they become more serious about the religion
2:41over time
2:42they end up becoming very serious about the religion
2:47very very passionate and they find themselves the teachers sometimes that
2:53teacher is a person sometimes the teacher is
2:55a series of mp3 the lectures sometimes that teachers a website
3:00sometimes the teachers a blog sometimes that teachers and anonymous screen name
3:06right but whatever it is in the end they find themselves a source
3:09that they associate as the authentic source for taking
3:13knowledge and when they do and they become very passionate about it
3:17slowly what starts happening as they become very rigid
3:20become grayish like top and the people around them
3:25they don't seem you know up they noticed that the people around them are not
3:29the same way as they are their own technology the same teacher that they
3:32acknowledge
3:33they're not understanding that the in the way they understand themselves
3:37so what that what's what's happening is first to become frustrated with the
3:40people around them especially their family
3:42by the the youth starts changing and the first people to become frustrated with
3:47his their own family why don't you understand this is the right way to
3:50follow the religion
3:50and there's more and more friction this happens we even within the Muslim family
3:54even more so when you're almost home and your family non-muslim but certainly
3:57even within your family if you're
3:59your family's Wilson to but now you're kinda rediscovering the religion on your
4:03own
4:03right so this friction develops but it's not limited to the family either
4:08what happens if you have friends meanwhile has been friends
4:12but those friends didn't take this religious journey that you did
4:15or if they did they did take the same journey that you did they have good
4:18understanding a little different
4:20although not as rigid about certain things as you are they're not just talk
4:23about it as you are
4:24and it's become harder and harder for you to tolerate that see you start
4:28questioning them a lot more
4:29and you come into contact with people that don't see things the way you do
4:33and you make it a point to let them know that they're wrong but you're right
4:37that that this is the way they should do things that there's no other way of
4:40doing things better in this attitude develops
4:42especially among you and there are many reasons for this attitude
4:47there are many reasons for this attitude the youth himself or herself things
4:51they're doing what's called
4:53I'm a bit out of hand what may I one QA
4:56they think their commanding the good preventing the evil after all they're
4:59telling the brother the sister they're telling her how deep
5:02they're telling him and I'll they're doing a good thing
5:05this is something they should be doing this is what's going on in their head
5:08what they don't realize however is there something more going on
5:12the something else going on you know before you become religious maybe
5:17you are you know you're the
5:21center of attention among your crew Europe blog here again you whatever
5:26right near the center of attention when you turn into the return to the religion
5:30you no longer have that but you need something still there's an urgent side
5:35you to want to show your domination over others
5:37his urges idea I want to show people that I'm in some way shape or form
5:41superior
5:42and in this devious way sometimes without apart the person even realizing
5:45it
5:46most of the time they're telling people their religious and like
5:49opinion a to show up expect you know expressing their superiority
5:54you know they they wanna make sure
5:57the other person feels like they don't really know their religion I know the
6:00religion let me tell you how it's supposed to be
6:03let me tell you that let me teach you the I let me teach you the heady
6:07don't you know it does it's this where that where the other way so the religion
6:10itself becomes a means by which you promote your own ego
6:13it's ironic because the religion was revealed to be humble ourselves
6:17the team came to the humble ourselves an hour you think that that very being to
6:22express our
6:23arrogance express our arrogance and this is not just something that happens among
6:28the youth by the way
6:29this happens a lot elders to you know if lease
6:32what do you more on what occasion the refusal are so into
6:37refused to make such that right one job with other artists and I'm going to get
6:44what high salary was either my day said I'm going to receive
6:48what promotion without them I said I'm getting they really said no no no I more
6:52qualified for that job
6:53was a job Elijah Wood who created the human being for what purpose
6:57worship right and other night he said I'm media I would probably call me for
7:03he was going to be placed where on the earth and what was his responsibility
7:07service to
7:08alone it's a religious title in other I'm putting in simple terms
7:13other night he said I was given the religious honor
7:16not overly honor wasn't given a high salary a big house all that
7:20not all that stuff he was given a religious honor so if you think about
7:24its kinda weird
7:25Elise was jealous of other are they said I'm over a religious honor
7:29his evil manifested because he thought he was more qualified
7:34to serve allies being many
7:37then otherwise he i more qualified in this room in this capacity
7:41and you know this arrogance manifest itself when somebody says I should be
7:44the president of the masjid
7:46I'm the right MSA president
7:49why is why the pick em why do they pick her for this time why didn't you pick me
7:55religious this is a religious task you're not gonna get it you don't have
7:59money when you become it was a president
8:00you don't get any liking your new car
8:04when you run the question but yet you see across this country
8:08people fighting tooth-and-nail over what religious title
8:13religious who's in charge in the russian whose opinion should be heard
8:16why this is a disease that started where pretty old
8:20led by restarting the police but he also vying for religious
8:25a foreign and this this is a disease its
8:28at the heart of it it is a disease and one has to identify the disease if it
8:32exists inside themselves
8:33you know when the attitude see seeped inside you thank God for me
8:37because if it wasn't for me I don't know these people would have been so deviant
8:41highly same here to set him straight if that's your attitude you've got a
8:45serious problem
8:46you get you you really have a serious problem because now you think they've
8:50been depends on who
8:51yourself windows need us
8:55realize the middle of the Mizner in no need up
8:59us right were alone you have me
9:02allies free it need he doesn't need us
9:06we have to humble ourselves and this ego again you know
9:09I'm talking about it in a religious context but in another context even
9:12happens inside the family
9:13if I die who's gonna take care my family who's gonna pay the bills
9:17if I don't do it whose gonna do it that that part comes in your mind right
9:21but you know our time of death is written
9:26whether you think you need to save
9:28this much money you owe that much money are you need to get that promotion nurse
9:31you know whatever you need to do you think what you need to do but it will
9:35not decide I'm going tonight
9:36if it's written it's written and you know what
9:39after I go my kids my wife my husband whoever
9:43a lot has already taken care of them don't I should never have thought I was
9:47the one taking care of them to begin with I wasn't the one thing hear them
9:50lol had been all along I was deluding myself into thinking it depended on me
9:56nothing depends on me
9:57nothing depends on me though I'm not the source have any good allies or serve all
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