Sorry I was late in sending this reply as I went to see a film today.
Yes, I have the same problem - loving you so much and missing you all at the same time.
No, I don't think it is just fun for you as I think you feel like me that there is something very special between us.
Don't worry, you don't make me feel uncomfortable as is is good that we talk about these things.
Anyway, will have a good talk and discuss all things when I see you.