I can't control my mind towards you. It happen themselves. I never felt towards anyone here. There is only you. I try stop my soul to don't think of you many times. It's nothing changed. From now on I will try to talk with others. more. It may help to make me think of you to less. I will still be your friend as you want. I will not send this way message to you.(my feeling) If you want to talk to me. You can send messages to me always. This will make you satisfied, and are not afraid of me anymore yes or not?