My dearest Montira,
How are you? your mail is awesome and it got me speechless for hours, I read it over and over again and am still reading it. I must say you caught my heart already and am falling completely in love with you already.
In my thoughts of you there is an underlying love that is present in every word, every glimpse I hope you feel it as I do, for it is what I am and ever I will be. I simply can't stop thinking of the special times we had here on chat line. Each moment lasts an hour and each hour lasts a day, just because you went away. I need you here beside me, You are always in my mind, by the time I wake up till I close my eyes. You are my country girl and that I love so much.
They say, A picture is worth a thousand words,' but when I saw yours, I was speechless, you are beautiful....They say hope springs eternal. Well, I only hope it's true for I can't bare the emptiness that comes from missing you. Knowing We are many miles away from each other and I just miss you so much.
I know can't make you love me, want me, or understand me... all I can do is hope that someday you will.
You make me think of these things to say, no one has ever done that, you are the one responsible for the joy, and love I feel.... I gaze out of the window and look up at the moon if I can find you there. I miss you Montira I must say and I love everything about you.
There is something going on deep within my heart. A strange feeling that I just can't find the right word but I know is true love. I don't really know why you are always on my mind every now and then. Every time you are near I hardly find a word to say...it's like I’m out of breath. My heart beats so fast. I feel so lifted each time you're here on line with me. So much beauty surrounds me every time I know you smiling.
If your love is like a river that flows into the ocean, I want to be that ocean. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever Montira, please let me love, care, respect, and treat you like an angel that you are... Let me find the key to your heart so I can unlock your secret chambers of love; when I do find that key, I will lock myself in your heart forever.
I hope you like it beautiful.. I await your response.
With all the love i possess
Steve