For you, you are reflecting what is in Thai media.. "white skin is beautiful"... but really nobody else think that very much.
Just people with dark skin.
I say, love yourself, your body, your race of people because other people can love you for who you are also Stop worry about media. And don't think someone good because you think they beautiful. I never think women from magazine beautiful to me.
I like normal person.. and beauty really does come from inside the heart, how you smile, how you talk.. politeness and loveliness Most people in media and magazines very ugly in their heart.. so never aspire to be like them You are beautiful because you just are