i wonder if he lies awaks at night missing me the way i miss him but i know and now you are not mine. " not to self , he doesnt care anymore" i dont know if im getting better or just used to the pain. i know this is random. i just... i miss you but follwing your heart is easy, follwing your brain is toygh. why do the people i love always leave me ?( i dont want money really and i never think you are a toy ) . he exists now only in my memory