Yes I'm difficult because you make me first everything if you don't lie me and if you not default me right now everything will be okay and I'm like you so much but I can't forget everything you do with me it's difficult too for start to like you again. I try to forget it always. I try everyday for good talk for you. I try to count the days we will meet again and right now i'm discursive and hesitate because I think to much about you . I want to trust you and believe you i try... Try always I have you every time I think of you all the time I want to know you everything when you not live in here I don't know why I really like. Sometimes I think i want to stop everything because we so far away. You never know. I try to keep my feelings very difficult.