I think I wrote my mail is longer than you have written to me sorry sorry hahaha I feel like I write to people I have known a long time,I do not know why.......Forgive me if I'm written wrong. I am not good English. And I can speak English a little.I think it is a problem in our communication.Do you think that it was important for us.?
Well I have seen from your profile and picture that you are very beautiful and so it has me wondering why you are still single? I had a very long relationship with my wife before her death. We met while in College and got married in February 1990, we had courted for many years. That is the only relationship that i have ever really had. And so when i lost her, it hurt me so much and i just couldn't bring myself to find another woman. I put in a lot of emotions, finances and time into that relationship and I was really distraught when it ended so I just kept away from relationships. I started seeing a Counselor because of this because i started feeling so lonely and depressed. I have been feeling much better since i started seeing him and so now I am planning to give it a shot again and if it still hurts this time then I know that maybe I am meant to live the rest of my life, single.....smiles....Well, so you want to tell me more about you