Lookngong..... He is gone..... He already has another woman! Accept it or you will definitely lose your kidney. Accept it, or stay sick for the rest of your life. He is gone. If you drove to see him tonight you would find him with another woman! Now the choice is yours..... Make yourself sick hoping he will come back or move on. Those are your only two choices. He hasn't even come to see you in the hospital.... Is that a man that loves you? No! Move on!