So that was really shocking for me and the doctor. They gave me medicine for it and after one or two months I felt better. I was more alert and felt better. In June we went to Dublin with my class. After Dublin I was so ill... My circulation was horrible. I couldn't stand on my own feed, so I had to stay for 2 weeks at home. After that I collapsed 3 times until august. I was in hospital for one day and they didn't know what I had. After that I have had luckily vacation for 6 weeks. I have been the whole summer sick! My biggest problem was the heat. I wasn't able to do much and stayed almost the whole time alone in my room. Sad life haha. But many friends visited me and that was really nice and gave me power. My biggest fear was the day the school had started again. I felt better in the end of the vacation, but I wasn't healthy at all. I started school and the first two weeks were really hard and annoying, but I made it through it. Then I had the same problems as in august, I stayed again for days at home. My parents were really scared in this time, nobody seemed to know what the problem really was. I mean if you have the diagnosis you know which medicine you could take. But no diagnosis, no good medicine. So I was put on my own and that was not nice.. In the last vacations in october I was the whole time sick. I had fever for 9 days and I have had a bad flu. So no time to recovery for me and my health since february... The time was hard and sometimes I didn't know if I would wake up in the next morning to be honest. :( But I wasn't that pessimistic all the time. I believed in god and the good things in life. My problems showed me what is really important in life and that I should be happy for all the things I have. Yes a lonely time. But one month ago they found the diagnosis- it's a womans problem, but I will tell you about it. First they told me that I have chronic anemia (so I have to take the medicine to get the iron back in my body). And the anemia was caused because of increased bleeding. IT TAKES THEM 9 MONTHS for that... German doctors. It was so simple... Know I'm taking medicine and I have to eat more healthy things. About school- sometimes it is really hard for me to go to school, because I feel tired, not motivated and my circulation is .... The last week I was sick - a bad flu again, 10 days with fever. So annoying. My immune system is not strong right now, so I have to take care of virus and bakteria. Yeah and today was a tired day. But you have to know that I'm almost every time glad. Glad to be alive, to have nice friends and so on. It could be worser, but also better. Yeah that's what it is about