Getting an email from you always gives me joy. My heart beats hard within my chest. My hand shakes vigorously and I can barely breathe anytime i see an email from you. Then i read it and I know it is meant to be. These are the sweetest days. I have to be near you, lying close to you and having you lie on my chest. I need to show you, that you are the best. I am on a cloud, living in a dream, and in a short time from now, it will really feel real.