No, all my fault. I'm terribly sorry for saying such kind of things. Though I didn't understand what special person means, I used it to you much. I was happy when we said we're special persons each other, so I couldn't stop until last night. But it was too late.
I noticed that you maybe like me when you gave me first question of 20 questions. And I felt that maybe I also liked you. But later I noticed that I don't want girlfriend now. It was also too late to tell you.
I was so selfish to you. I didn't want you to hate me because I had a good time with you. However, because of my selfish action, I couldn't keep good friend relationship to you. Though I know you're not strong, I did such a bad thing. I'm terribly sorry to make you feel bad.