you're dreaming. they only hang out when its work related. do your research. as far as being gay,you don't know that she is or isn't. has she said she is? has she been caught in any lesbian affairs? no she hasn't. so you can't say its a fact. furthermore its irresponsible and disrespectful too. what I do know is she said the song is about a guy she was involved with who was hitting on other women. I also know she liked a post on Instagram of Ansel elgort. doesn't sound too gay to me. I however don't know for sure so I'm not gonna speculate anything. that's what you should do. finally they hate the fact people like you keep hanging on. it annoys them. so once again obey their wishes. let it go. you'll probably keep living in your made up world but I tried.