My prayer is for GOD to heal you and to save your soul. You are born to be great in life but maybe the part you have chosen is hindering you. I want to hear you say that GOD has made it for you by transforming you into a man that you are born to be, and i bet with you that the moment you go back into your manhood, there will be a heavenly open doors of wealth for you. At your age you need to have married with children, have a job and to live a life that will Glorify GOD. I will pray for you brother.