Four years of highschool was’nt easy, but they were’nt hard. I learned and saw a lot. Highschool is entertainment. You see drama, fashion, reality, and learning. It makes you confused, and depressed, especially when wanting to feel approved by other student. Once you hit senior year, you realize its a lifetime of memories.
So how have I grown and developed over the past years? Starting highschool, I was curious. Who is not going to like me? Who am I going to fight? What ype of friends will I make? Well, I can honestly say it wasnt that bad. Coming from NewYork, I had a different mentality from others. I stayed with a crowd, and was prepared to meet my enemies. I had a not so good mindset. I was very lazy.
Sophmore year came around, I made more friends than I met in the ninth grade. This time, I changed physically, and emotionally, My heart became negative, because I saw some of my friends turn on me. I learned lessons, and became more honest. My smiles were unbalenced, drama constantly circled my surroundings. So I made sure I had a plan which prepared me for stepping into junior year.
My school years just became worst once my junior year was here. I knew so many people, constanly being talked about. My selfesteem slowly started to change. Smiles went from up and down, to never being shown. I kept to myself, and tried to make a class a priority. My maturity level grew. I become a fighter, which made me stronger.
Yaay! Im a senior. I dress like a lady, Iam myself, I dont care what people think. All i have left to do is graduate. The four years of highschool has been a rollarcoaster. I changed mentally, physically, and emotionally. Boyfriends wasnt an option.