Hello Tanya,
I am happy to be writing to you again today. How is your day going? I believe that you are having a lovely and wonderful day. I am happy to have your mail again today. You make me so happy with your words and you make me feel special. I had a wonderful dream last night about us and i woke up this morning with smiles on my face. Do you dream of me sometimes? I hope you do dream of me hehehe.
Yesterday, i had several meetings and was also on a road tour. I have not had time to take pictures here because i am still organizing things with the Ministry of Works and the government representatives. There are so many issues to sort out. After my tour yesterday, i and my assistant thought that more machines and tools will be required for this contract. We have put in an order to ship some more machines from China but we are still negotiating prices with them. I and my team are working hard here to make sure that the contract will proceed as smoothly as possible.
I have something to tell you. I know we have only exchanged a few mails and known over a few days but i am not a child any more. I am old enough to understand my feelings. I have been to a lot of countries and meet a lot of people since i divorced my wife but this is the first time i have got to feel this way. I am in love with you. I really can not explain it. A few months ago, i would laugh at anyone who talked about internet love or love at first sight but i have a different view now. You have made me feel things that i thought were lost to me. The death of my family took away a part of me and i thought i will never get any of it back but reading your mails and writing to you, looking at your pictures and this communication, have made me fall in love with you. It may all seem like a fairy tale but this is real and this is true. I have a long way to go with you but i am ready to take the first step now. I have always wanted to settle down again and have a life once i am able to find love again and i think this is the moment. Please will you accept to be my partner? Do you accept to have Carl in your life? Do you feel the way i feel about you? I know this may seem so fast for you and you may not be ready but i am a man of faith and i believe in fate. I respect your opinion all the time and if you do not feel the way i do, i will understand. If you just want to be friends, i will also understand but i want to be more than friends. Once you accept my proposal, i will do all in my power to come and see you soon. There are so much i can sacrifice for love. I am like a drunk and intoxicated man when i am in love: you will see all these and you will understand my meaning soon. Just tell me what you think and want and i am at your service hehehe. Think very well of what i have asked of you.
I hope that i will have a favourable and positive answer from you soon. I am waiting for your mail.
Ruthin
I love you.