everyone has days like these. today was mine.
sure i’ve had bad days before but not like this one.
i was standing on the edge to break down and cry… but because of all the stress, bad luck, negativity and more i couldn’t even do that.
i felt locked in my own body.
were emotions taking control over me? why weren’t i able to take control?
yes everything was going wrong but it effected my emotions while i didn’t want it to.
what could i have done to snap out of that?
just keep fighting they say, it will be easier in a while they say…
i’ve never had a easy going life. things happened where i couldn’t change the outcome of.
i’ve given up a few times, but i’m a hell of a fighter. i don’t give up so easily.
about a year ago my life took a change by choice.
i didn’t want to have anything to do with negativity anymore.
and so i became the happy hippy i (usually) am today.
i had my ups and downs. and staying positive in this world of negativity is a very hard task, but i will not give up ever!
it is a very hard thing when you try your best so much and don’t see any change…
just wanted to get rid of all these thoughts and hope any of you can give me some good feedback on how to stay strong on the road of positivity.