My Love, I am so glad knowing that all is going smoothly with you, am we are going to see each other and I will be able to look into your eyes and tell you how much you mean to me. I write these lines knowing that you are out there at the moment so far away from me but the more far we are the closer you get into my heart, and hoping that sooner we would be allowed to sleep next to each other, feeling the nearness and warmth of each other and feeling so happy, snug and grateful for that, full of confidence in each other.
Honey, it touches my heart so much to read about your deep feelings, of giving me insight to them and your thoughts and your deeply rooted and upright faith in me. You are all I have been dreaming for. And I just cannot believe that indeed there is someone like you with such upright, intense and sincere feelings. I feel like a child marveling at a miracle. I am so proud of you, my love. It will be so wonderful to be there for each other, to learn and grow together in our den. I cannot imagine more honor than living by your side in great modesty, being devoted to you, sharing with you all joy and all sorrow and making your life bright.
I feel already so much love for you my honey. But I pray to God to help me in being a good husband to fulfill my roles as loving, caring and patience husband and father even more, making you happy always and giving you the best of my love not looking after myself but for your needs and the needs of others so that God will bless our efforts. I am so amazed and grateful having received all your mails. I do love the way you are my dear and just don't know what to say. I feel moved by your deep faith and confidence.
I feel so imperfect compared to you. I am so much lucky to have you, am willing to surrender to you knowing that whatever decision you are going to make you will do for the sake of me and you. I have the impression that you are so wonderful. As I close my eyes to rest, I imagining how wonderful it will be sleeping together, seeing and feeling each other, looking in each other’s eyes. I imagined tracing so softly the beloved lineaments of your face with my finger as being amazed that you will indeed be there beside me, to make that wonderful real to me.