「He was a crybaby even though he's a high school student」
「Ah. When Kogure lost in rock, paper, scissors game and was chosen for the person in charge of the living thing that nobody wants to do, he seriously cried」
「Saying that "It's impossible". Other than that, coming to school crying and saying that his game console was broken」
「Ah, right」
We talk about Kogure for a while.
「Next is Hayashi」
「The table tennis club?」
「Yeah, that Hayashi」
「Although our relations were not so good, I remember that he hustled me during the table tennis class of physical education」
「Me too. Usually he's not so cheerful, and at the moment he holds a paddle, his personality changed」
「He hit a smash while shouting Sure-kill Tornado Smash」
「I laughed at that」
「Next is Wakaba-san」
「Eh? That whole school bishoujo?」
「Yeah」
「It's a world loss」
「Right. Even though she's taciturn and expressionless, her presence is amazing」
「She was the idol of our school after all. The point is also high that she was nonathletic unexpectedly」
「The last one is Sakurasaki」
「Natsume, a friend of Yuugo, huh?」
「Ah. he's Natsume's stopper, and he's the only one who can talk to that guy equally」
「When Natsume seems to be reckless, he always intervened casually」
「Furthermore, he come an apologize in secret later. Saying that Ken has did something bad」
「I see. Because there's no Sakurasaki-kun, I wonder if Yuugo became like that」
「Who knows」
「I wonder why. Why did he become like that? Everyone should have been doing well in Japan」
「We were reborn in a different world. Everyone will change. Yuugo just changed in the bad way. That's all」
「Katia doesn't change」
「Do you really think so?」
I'm shocked at the glance of Katia who says so.
「Say, how am I reflected in your eyes?」
「How?」
「Is the one that you are seeing is Katia? Or, is it Kanata?」
「Eh? What do you mean?」
Katia is Kanata, so both should be the same.
I don't know what Katia wants to say.
「Haa. Well, fine. Do I really looked unchanged? Or, did you persuade yourself that I'm unchanged?」
「Well. Sorry」
I apologize to Katia who seems to be in a bad mood somehow.
「It's fine. I understand that you are such a guy」
「What do you mean?」
「You dullard」
「Isn't that harsh!?」
「It's not harsh. You cheat bug dullard」
「Isn't it harsher!?」
「Leaving that aside, I find that you are more strange that you don't change at all」
「Is that so?」
「Yeah. Do you really understand the present situation?」
「Of course I do」
「Then, why can you be so natural?」
「Is there something bad about it?」
「It's not bad. But, think about it properly. Your biological parent is killed, your half younger sister is kidnapped, and you are driven out of your birthplace. And, you are going to fight with the person who wreck your birthplace from now on. And yet, why can you stay calm like that?」
「That's」
I wonder why.
Now that you say that, it's so.
Normally, if it becomes such a situation, either despair or get angry and lose control of myself.
And yet, I feel nothing.
No, I feel it.
Only sad.
But, something is different in this sadness.
I'm not sad because of my circumstances.
This is,
『Sad』
Yeah, sad.
『The world is ugly』
Yeah, the world overflows with fights, it's ugly and that's sad.
「Shun?」
「Eh?」
「What's wrong? Being absentminded」
「A-Ah. No, it's nothing」
「Is that so? If you are tired, sleep, okay?」
「Yeah. I will do so」
「Ah. Then, I have disturbed you」
Katia leaves the room.
I'm aware that my back is sweating damply.
Why?
What on earth is that a while ago?
What on earth happened to me?