“Aah!” OH NO, I DID NOT MOAN! I’m not going to admit it, over my dead body! It wasn’t me! It was just a sound I did (not a moan!!!) when I felt the stupid P’Phun flick my nipple. My nipple!! The sound was unconsciously drawn from me when I felt a string of warmth passing though my whole body like a flash. And the string of warmth kept repeating every time Phun stimulated my sensitive nipples, well my whole body was sensitive so all in all…. Every time he touched me I kept making sounds (moans). It was embarrassing!
He chuckled and I could feel his smile which was formed on his lips because they were touching mine at that moment. That bastard!
He continued to nuzzle down my neck as his hands were yet again wandering and exploring my body. When they reached the lower part of my stomach, hovering over my shorts and their zipper and button, my breath hitched again and I held it in. He then coaxed me slowly with wipers and kisses as he slowly tried to work them undone.
At that very moment as his hand literally wandered down my pants I grabbed on to it and looked him in the eyes. He paused and did the same. “Turn of the light Phun” I whispered with my hoarse voice. It seems like my voice has run away and hide itself for tonight! It only makes it present when I’m making those embarrassing sounds (moans).
I didn’t want to have the lights on when we were going to be intimate. Half the reason was because I was embarrassed, and the other half…. well actually more like 90% was because I was afraid he wouldn’t like my non womanly body. Because I had the body of a man and not a soft one like a woman’s I was afraid he would be turned off and regret it. Therefore I didn’t want him to see my guy-ish body in the open like that.
I know that Phun has been with his girlfriend, and thus I believe that once he sees me his feelings of liking and wanting might be replaced with disgust. And that scared me. Just thinking about seeing that in his eyes, in his expression makes my stomach turn and my inside ache all over, specially my heart.
He nods and I let go of his hands so he can get to the light switch.
When he has turned off the light he goes to the nightstand by the bed and pulls out a drawer and picks out two objects which I could only see the contour of because of the darkness. I’m guessing it’s some kind of bottle and then his wallet. Why is he brining over his wallet?! Is he finally going to give me the money for our club? Such a weird guy, I mean can’t he wait until we are like… done? >_<’ there goes the romantic moment!
“Why are you holding on to a bottle and your wallet?” Oh there goes my running mouth! It apparently seems like I was born without a mouth-to-brain filter because I was thinking out loud. And there goes the romantic moment again!
Phun that bastard chuckled again, and his voice sounded like a manly melody that could bring every soul to their knees. Why couldn’t I be born with such a talent! I’m sure I would have more used of it than him! But instead my laughter sounded like a noisy rodent (well that was what Ohm said). So unfair!
“It’s lube and condoms you stupid!” He laughed out loud and shook his head in disbelieve.
Ooh it’s just lube! Well I knew that…. wait…. lube…. L.u.b.e…. LUBE!?! And condom!! Okay Noh calm down, you know that you were going to do this when you first let him kiss you, no wait… you knew you wanted to do it way before that… maybe when you first heard his heartbeat beating so fast. So… Noh, buddy, don’t freak out it’s just lube! Yes guys I’m talking to myself!
“Well we could do it without lube if you want, but I’m sure you would prefer lube cuz I heard it really hurt without, especially if it’s your first time and all” Phun shrugged with a smirk and moved back to bed and leaned over me to touch my feverish skin again. It was feverish because of the moment and person beside / on top of me, not because I was running a fever! Well one could misinterpret because I was reaaaally hot all over.
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