So nice to hear from you. One big problem I don't read thai script so unless you can message me in in English I don't know your name.
First priority you say you suffer from a long standing illness. From your posts I would guess kidney or blood problems. I hope you are ok. Seems you have a lot of stress which can't help.
I appreciate you problems balancing work study and business interest. You sound one brave determined lady. I assume family responsibilities mean parents brothers and sisters. You seem a bit young to have a number of children on your own.
About your post on farang men sorry to hear of your bad experiences. Rest assured we are not all like that. As I know most thai ladies are nothing like one of my experience. Xx vin