Don't say sorry.. you are not bothering me i'm bothering my self and bothering you sorry...
maybe I have homesick. so I feel lonely ...
I can chat my korean friend but it just chat.. it's not real. I can't feel their spirits. internet is cold space..
I want to meet friendly peoples so feeling each other and sharing each other and making feel happy each other but I can't do that.
I just saw their post. they met each ohter and they look so happy. but I'm alone in my home. I can't go beside them. it make me feel lonely.
of course I can meet jin but.. we almost talk about working. and if we met outside for playing, he allways with his wife. so I felt alone.
even you met your frineds. you look so happy. I like you happy but I'm still alone in my home. and I feel lonely again.
Yesterday I'm sorry. my feelings exploded, I felt allways alone. so I arrived at home and then cried in my bed and slept right away.