When she still alive I don’t take a good care for her and now I’m repenting about it but it too late. I think last year it’s not too bad but it’s a wonderful to remember all thing because last year is the last breath of my mom and she patient to still alive for stay with her childs. Have many thing change after that I have no idea what to do next maybe I must to survive with was going to chang. If I die now, I’m not disappoint about it. I don’t know why I want to still alive or just do a duty with the old step