I strongly felt the reality of the words my mother said, that there is no one other than Rudeus.
If I'm to be hated by him, I thought I would be forever alone.
I thought isn't it fine even if it's as a reward?
As long as we can remain together.
I returned to Rudeus room.
After seeing me, he rolled up into a ball like a frog.
He apologized saying he was wrong.
Even though it was me that wasn't resolved?
In response to him, while looking down from above, I said to wait another five years.
At the time I thought that much would be good.
If it was the adult Rudeus, I thought he would wait for me.
That time I realized that I had come to like him.
However, the situation soon underwent a sudden change.
We were thrown to some unknown place, then when I opened my eyes what was in front of me was a Supard race.
I thought I was receiving retribution.
I thought I was receiving retribution for doing whatever I liked until now.
Mother always used to say any number of times if I'm always selfish a Supard race will come and eat me.
That's why I thought I would be eaten by this demon.
At least I felt it would have been good if I had let Rudeus do as he pleased at that time.
The main thing starts at 15 years old, but it's fine.
Until Rudeus is satisfied, it would have been fine if I had just endured.
I cried, screamed, and crouched to the ground.
The one who came to save me was neither Ghyslaine nor my grandfather, it was Rudeus.
He was talking with that Supard race.
Even though he should have been considerably worried as well, he was comforting and calming me who is older.
I thought how much courage he has.
I found another thing that I like about him.
After that Rudeus gave it his best.
With a pale face, he made a deal with the Magic Race.
He didn't eat much food at all.
He hid the fact that his condition was bad.
I'm sure it's so he doesn't worry me, he's suffering when I'm not looking.
That's why, I decided to endure it.
I'll bear with it during the times I want to cry out and leave it to Rudeus.
As much as I can, I'll continue to behave as I usually do.
However, there were a number of times where I couldn't endure it.
The anxiety never stopped, it continued to well up in the bottom of my heart.
I strongly felt the reality of the words my mother said, that there is no one other than Rudeus.
If I'm to be hated by him, I thought I would be forever alone.
I thought isn't it fine even if it's as a reward?
As long as we can remain together.
I returned to Rudeus room.
After seeing me, he rolled up into a ball like a frog.
He apologized saying he was wrong.
Even though it was me that wasn't resolved?
In response to him, while looking down from above, I said to wait another five years.
At the time I thought that much would be good.
If it was the adult Rudeus, I thought he would wait for me.
That time I realized that I had come to like him.
However, the situation soon underwent a sudden change.
We were thrown to some unknown place, then when I opened my eyes what was in front of me was a Supard race.
I thought I was receiving retribution.
I thought I was receiving retribution for doing whatever I liked until now.
Mother always used to say any number of times if I'm always selfish a Supard race will come and eat me.
That's why I thought I would be eaten by this demon.
At least I felt it would have been good if I had let Rudeus do as he pleased at that time.
The main thing starts at 15 years old, but it's fine.
Until Rudeus is satisfied, it would have been fine if I had just endured.
I cried, screamed, and crouched to the ground.
The one who came to save me was neither Ghyslaine nor my grandfather, it was Rudeus.
He was talking with that Supard race.
Even though he should have been considerably worried as well, he was comforting and calming me who is older.
I thought how much courage he has.
I found another thing that I like about him.
After that Rudeus gave it his best.
With a pale face, he made a deal with the Magic Race.
He didn't eat much food at all.
He hid the fact that his condition was bad.
I'm sure it's so he doesn't worry me, he's suffering when I'm not looking.
That's why, I decided to endure it.
I'll bear with it during the times I want to cry out and leave it to Rudeus.
As much as I can, I'll continue to behave as I usually do.
However, there were a number of times where I couldn't endure it.
The anxiety never stopped, it continued to well up in the bottom of my heart.
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