If it wasn't for God. Or believing I had a purpose here. I probably wouldn't be here. I stayed up all night crying wishing I was dead. Thinking about suicide at times. But I learned from otherswas. I'm stronger then I once was. I'm better then I once was Im now finding my purpose in life trying to forget my haunting past. And my problemed self. I hope to succeed in life and become the person I was suppose to be and help many others along the way.. don't give up trying. Keep one hand out and someone or something will grab it and help you through it. Always have faith