You can try again. I believe that if you love her, and I know you love her so much, and from the feelings she loves you. If you can"t do it. You can try to do it again, cause this time it may be caused by me, or something wrong between conversation. .. secret is secret , but the secret can"t hind or hind You just have to accept it. But it should not be try to do too much it can hurt yourself