If you wake up in the middle of the night and start to think about our conversation know that I am sorry for the unpleasant conversation . I feel like no one is listening to me and they are top busy telling me what decisions to make, understand that subject has nothing to do with you. I was more concerned that when I was telling you this, you shut me out. I can't live with that. Know that even though you might be bothered or upset or confused, or feel like you don't care, I care very deeply about us, I care a lot about you and our healthy relatonship. I hope you can atleast understand this feelings I have for you are true.