Kate, things do get better! You just have work really hard to get them. I mean nose bleed hard. This is the first time in my life that things are really good. I hope in years to come to visit you one day. Crazy white boy in Asia . Today is my last day here at my old job. I start the new one Monday. Late morning too so I can sleep in, I need it too my eyes look bad from lack of sleep. Much love, Sean.