He starts to think about the building behind him, thinking about the person inside that building. Thinking about her body .., thinking about her body scent, thinking about how disgusted she looked.
As well as her face full of tears.
He lifted his arms and covered his face, turned sideways and curled up his body.
Zhen Zhen, Zhen Zhen.
The energy in his body seems to be draining away, almost like something important to him is going further away from him.
He does not understand.
He finally obtained her, but somehow to him it was more like losing her.
Note: There… finally the consummation of their marriage for real… but not how many would have wanted or expected it to be.. .it was really hard to translate these scenes…. Hmm .. >.