My Sweet and Wonderful Patcharee,
My illness has not improved and for 4 (or is it 5 days) a colleague and his wife (a trained nurse) have been caring for me. They have made me stay in bed and sleep. When I waken John discusses with me the latest news and the proposals that the team are preparing for the Mexican board meeting. If I make suggestions he sees that they are incorporated but he ensures that I don't need to worry about anything else.
He wouldn't have seen your emails but this evening he gave me my phone and said there was a message I should read. After reading I also asked for my laptop so thank you for all your concern - you are an exceptional young lady and I do not deserve your love.
Next week, when we have a decision from Mexico, I have promised John that I will speak with a doctor - I haven't visited on for about 25 years and that was for sunburn!
Please take care of yourself and stop worrying about me. Life really is for the young and I want, more than anything, that you should live it to the full. When you go home give my regards to your parents and a "big hug" to Spiderman Apisit.
I will write to you when you return to Bkk
Know that I love you and want you to fulfill your dreams - the BIG ONES not just those of walking on the beach
John xxx