11:17 p.m
I’m not breaking up with you, but I am going to stop doing these journals and broadcasts. I’m not hurting, but I am fighting and I am going to live my life. I am going to do what I have to do, sweetie. If you don’t want to communicate with me, fine, I’ll still wait...but I have to keep living, do you understand? I have to live, I have to keep going, I can’t live in the past...Unless you want to be in my present and future, I have to say goodbye to you. I have to pursue my dreams...I have fought so hard for this relationship...but if you’re not willing to fight for us too, then I can’t do anything about that. If I’m not worth fighting for, then please, look for someone else who is...you have been a great person, very honest, very encouraging, very sweet, very loving, very hardworking....you are a leader and one with much fight...I hope you never change...I have never met someone so different, so unique, so special, until I met you. You have such a bright future, I know it. Never give up on yourself. You know who you are, Toon. You know your potential is great. Never doubt yourself.
I still love you...I always will. I’m still waiting. I always will.