I dont know what we are doing, but I don't worry about it, for now, I have to do what I need to do, and you also need to do what is important, but I love you, and Jeab, I really feel I am falling in love with you, sometimes I tell myself that it wrong because how will it end? where are we going? but I don't care, I love you, and I love getting your letters, I also don't want to hurt you, or put you in a relationship with me that will make you sad. but who else do we have? I don't have anyone, and I really believe that you love your husband, but your not in love with him, I think you love me, I think you can see that with me you would be happy, with me, someone you could talk to, and share all your feelings with,