When I was 19 years I have lost loved ones to 3 people, including the grandfather, grandfather, grandmother, at that time I deal with and accept. Who have lost loved ones. But because of the serious disease, thus making the 3 this guy can't resist with the disease. The loss was done long ago. You both 3 away the period apart just 6 month. I'm sorry I didn't you 3 with. However, I always thought that you 3 also ไม่หาย anywhere. I feel like you 3 still beside me all the time.