Hi Amway,
If this message makes no sense to you, sorry about it, just ignore, and please delete it. I do not think you should keep it if it is bad. Just delete! As you know I think you are perfect but I do not know how you do it. Sometimes I try, but I cannot. Today I drink too much for many reasons... there are many things that happened... You are the best... so disciplined... For me? I can be fine for a while... and ignore bad things... until it just goes bad.
Maybe I should not even send you a message right now, maybe I will regret tomorrow Then next time I will know to write NOTHING until everything is back to normal.
Well. You wanted to show me that your life is not perfect. Do not worry, I fully understand, and mine is not either. You are getting a live version now. I like to think everything is fine until something happens and reality kicks in? Then all hell breaks loose.
So much wine tonight, and nobody, nothing, to stop me right now.
It is not your fault and it has nothing to do with you, so perhaps I should not even say anything and I should not send you a message? But it just is what it is. So much pain sometimes. It has to come out somehow. You know I trust almost nobody... so I tell almost nobody.
You are so much stronger than you think you are. Just remember...
Or maybe you are not as perfect as you seem to be, and I do not see it?
I am telling you. I will make the most drastic of decisions with my life very soon, it will be so memorable. It will be talked about a long time. Nobody will believe it. Sometimes I think I cannot continue like this.
As I said, this probably makes no sense to you and you probably do not understand. But thank you for listening! You are helping in your own way. You shared some personal information with me.... so I think perhaps I can also tell you when things are bad on my side too?
If not, then sorry... I will not do it again. I wish I could project a better imagine. I will recover. I always do. Which is why I am not sure it was a good idea to interfere today...
Hi Amway,
If this message makes no sense to you, sorry about it, just ignore, and please delete it. I do not think you should keep it if it is bad. Just delete! As you know I think you are perfect but I do not know how you do it. Sometimes I try, but I cannot. Today I drink too much for many reasons... there are many things that happened... You are the best... so disciplined... For me? I can be fine for a while... and ignore bad things... until it just goes bad.
Maybe I should not even send you a message right now, maybe I will regret tomorrow Then next time I will know to write NOTHING until everything is back to normal.
Well. You wanted to show me that your life is not perfect. Do not worry, I fully understand, and mine is not either. You are getting a live version now. I like to think everything is fine until something happens and reality kicks in? Then all hell breaks loose.
So much wine tonight, and nobody, nothing, to stop me right now.
It is not your fault and it has nothing to do with you, so perhaps I should not even say anything and I should not send you a message? But it just is what it is. So much pain sometimes. It has to come out somehow. You know I trust almost nobody... so I tell almost nobody.
You are so much stronger than you think you are. Just remember...
Or maybe you are not as perfect as you seem to be, and I do not see it?
I am telling you. I will make the most drastic of decisions with my life very soon, it will be so memorable. It will be talked about a long time. Nobody will believe it. Sometimes I think I cannot continue like this.
As I said, this probably makes no sense to you and you probably do not understand. But thank you for listening! You are helping in your own way. You shared some personal information with me.... so I think perhaps I can also tell you when things are bad on my side too?
If not, then sorry... I will not do it again. I wish I could project a better imagine. I will recover. I always do. Which is why I am not sure it was a good idea to interfere today...
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