Yes, I have had about a ten year depression, maybe it's still there, I think it'll never be over really. I needed perspective and I think I can dream with you about ur life together, it makes me feel I have a future that can make me happy.
I want to play songs and hope people love me.
But also with this; I am not good every day, I am very ashamed to make mistakes. I can be sad about my mistake for months if I am depressed