SO YOU WAS HOPING I COME TO THAILAND IN DECEMBER OR XMAS OR NOW IN JANUARY ???? YEAAA it was my plan ,and dream! I NEED TO FIGHT NOW ALOT THIS YEAR, THIS WEEKS, NOW I KNOW NOTHING. JUST NEED TO FIND OUT ABOUT A GOOD FRIEND, I AM SOOO ANGRY AND DISSAPPOINTED. AND JUST NEED MUST LOOK THE MONEY TO BORROW..... AND PLAN ALL ABOUT GOING AWAY.... FROM MY HOME.... SOME PLANS, AND GET SOME POWER ENERGY PEACE IN MIND TO DO THIS, STOP THINKING AND DREAMING ME..... AND NOT COMPLEX THINGS AND REGRET THINGS BACK..... AND concentrate on one, or 2 or 3 things only!!! and do them ! and not not think and worryy too much every day! and not awake every night! and sleep more in nights, now! and up before lunch, wake , and not not look tv in nights, and go out and get energy to do all things i need to do. and DECIDE IF I GO TRIP FLITE TRAVEL. and not worry about find new job too. and not worry about my SON too, just talk to him more next time he comes to me!!! OK SORRYY SOOO SORRYYY I WRITE WRITE WRITE , HOPE YOU CAN READ ALL THE ENGLISH, AND YOU CAN TRANSLATE AND LOOK IN THE DICTONARY ENGLISH-THAI WORDS BOOK ???!!! :P(F)(hug)