The reason i did not write to you....
I ' m afraid of my own feeling towards you to add more.
Martins, I feel happy every time i read a letter from you.
I imagine a lot about you.
That what makes me confused.It makes me wish to see you more.
I do not wanna hurt again.
If i have to wait to see you.
I may be sad over this, so i have to make my own feeling to wards you.There are not any more.
Martins,Did you know that you start is important to me.You make me smile and cry after i read your letter.
I asked myself right now......I can love you or not? ??
I ' m really scared that I would be sad again.
I just ask you to prove to me that you love me real confidence.
Martins.let me love you with all my heart.Please do something to prove to me.
I don' t care about anything anymore.
I don't care if you are rich or poor.
I don't care that we are much different.
If you make me confident in your love I promise you will be who i love with all my heart and to be honest with you.
I will stand by yourside when your are suffering or happy to have me forever.