if the work is to hard for you with the funeral, you can ask the embassy to help. They can take care of it and keep down the cost for you.
I can hear, that you are very tired. and I understand you.
I will love to go to Thailand and see both of you. and I will love to taste you thai food. I have grest interest in making food.
right now it is not an option. I need the morney.
from Tanya