Being in the ICU with the ‘tube’ but I was awake, I feel like I’m ‘messed-up’ because of what
I did. I used drugs that I got ‘messed-up’. They told me that I almost died. I know that it was
not from my emphysema or asthma but because of the drugs. I was partying and having fun!
After being in ICU again after many times of being there, thank God I feel much better now.
I realised now not to take life for granted and that I was thinking, meaning that I should behave.
‘Behave Richard’ I said to myself.