Dear mom -
All I've ever wanted from you is for you to NOT be mad at me. I needed your love, support and belief in my abilities and my strength to make it in this world. You didn't give me any of this.
I've been made the scapegoat for everything bad that's happened in the family and that's not fair. What happened with Chris is NOT my fault but yet I'm blamed for it. He tried to rape ME not the other way around yet I'm the one treated as if I did something wrong. You have NO right to be angry because I went to the police. Next time I ask for your help GIVE IT TO ME! Don't sit there like an ass and say, "why do you let it affect you so?"
Take responsibility for your own actions. Love and support me!! Stop being such a bitch! Stop thinking about how everything is just about YOU!