Yes well just remember life is for living, sure you not sleep with people, but that just makes you miss out on one of life great pleasures, sure your family is one of honour, so does that mean you have to live like a monk, family should have nothing to do with your needs, so long as they are not dishonoured in any way, your secrets are yours, and yours alone, and we all have secrets, makes life little bit exciting, but please not try to tell me that sometime you not crave some loving, its something we as humans all need, its good you have good job, but there is more to life than just work, and if being with foreign men does not suite you then just enjoy chatting them here, anyway I shut up now its your life to do with as you wish, would not be good for me, but maybe its perfect for you my friend. take care