My sweet heart, I got your email yesterday and very happy reading it. Thank you for your love still with me and never changed. I love you much and more and more everyday. It is my happiness, please let me go with happiness for now,please. I just wanted to full feel my feeling love of you till the last day and never stoped it in my life will have you in my mine, even oneday in the future I would have someone, but nobody could change me anyway my dear. Now is the present , there are only you and me, please still let me contact to tell you some news about me and I would still love to read about you as it makes me donot worry and feel as you are with me as we had been with each other in Thailand. John, The truth of me is I love you as same as my parents and my brother I love these three persons the most in the world and I am happy to love. now I start to read books for doing the master degree test next year, I could take one full year to prepare so I will have no problem about it. I might decide to move to live with my family and take the university there as I want to take care of my parents ,too. today I went to the temple as it is I like to do. I have left some lives of fishes and tortles in the river and I prayed for you to get better and well. It made me happy to do it and it is the only one thing I can do for you from here my dearest. Please be stronger and please try to do maditation by stop thinking about all which disturb your brain. Cancer can be cured by herbals in Thai Have you ever educate about HERB in Thailand? Do you know about Phytic Acid? It is the best for slowdown the cancer... and take it everyday and forever then the cancer will be stoped. Phytis acid is very famouse in Thailand as same as you see it femouse the most in China..Till you get Phytic Acid you would take twenty year to soak some herbal fruits and herbs to become the strong phytic acid. Just tell me if you wanted to try this way? I will go to the big famous original famouse one in Thailand.. Now Thai people begin to make it for family in the next twent year so they can get the best and strong drug t cure and stop the cancer. It is the good for the patients who choose the way to donot operate and remove the cancer only. It is contained in a small bottle as eye drop bottle.. News from my elder sister, She will has got the certificate of master degree soon in Konkan and I will go to join the ceribration there with all in family, Well! they all love you and prayed for you to get well soon my dear... I am still seriously about sending the Phitic acid to you, it is very small and not expensive to by for you. Easy to drink it, just drop one drop in a glass of water and drink it everyday and it will stop the cancer growa spreader..JUst tell me if you want to take it,please? NOw it is Saterday in Thailand. I could have free time to be at home and reading book...With real love for you and very care for you and will be forever xxxxxx