My relationship with women is not free and spontaneous. I am very curious. I have used pornographic sites to satisfy my curiosity.
Now I am in my late fifties. Up to now, not even for a single day, I have been really myself. I have not been able to use my energies to the maximum for my mission. Most of my energy is used to put up an appearance in front of others. I have always tried to appear good. You are the first one with whom I am sharing all this. I feel that a big burden has been lifted from my heart and a gust of fresh air is coming into my life.