No... That is not it at all
For a long long time I pretended to be somebody I was not, because my religion and everybody around me told me what I should do.
This includes how to date when you get married and have kids what's right what's wrong...all of that.
I followed all of that because I thought I was being a good person according to everyone around me and according to my religion
I finally realized that that's not who I am.
And I don't like living in suburbia… Which is outside of the city but it is setting where houses are very close together
I am originally from the farm. I very much need to be in the country.
Of course there's a lot more to all of this too.