What am i in the eyes of most people - a nonentitu, an eccentric, or an unpleasant person - somebody who has no position in society and will never have; in short, the lowest of tho low. All right, then - even if that were absolutely ture, then i should one day like to show by my work what such an eccentric, such a nobody, has in his heart. That os my ambition, based less on resentment than on love in spite of everything, based more on a feeling of erenity than on passion